Tuesday 23 December 2014

What PK missed on earth

World is a reflection of our desires. This truth has been quite well captured by the protagonist in the movie PK, PK. If we approach God with material desires, our material desires get fulfilled. Well, PK never wanted God he wanted his 'remote', so he never met someone who could lead him to God. God does not need to land your desires on your hands, he arranges the world around you, he makes you meet the right people. All of this did happen to PK and he got his 'remote' too. 

If PK had really wanted to meet God and rejected anything less than that he could have met truly holy men who have transcended the material realm through focus on Supreme and loving devotional service to him. This is the unique process by which one can realize the transcendent lord. The characteristic of people with such realization is that they are detached from material assests, fame or followers, sense-gratification. They are non-sectarian and consider all life as sacred. They relish inner happiness which can be experienced by anyone ready for the introspection, discipline and sincerity it takes.

It however takes a thoughtful person to really seek for God. When God kindles a desire in him to understand Him, hope PK will come again and meet the right people.

Thursday 18 December 2014

Reflections on my life

I feel that 26 years of my corporeal existence warrants some introspection. Therefore I am writing, primarily for myself. I am sharing this as people often travel on the same boats. I have structured this as lessons that I have learned through various people and incidents that I came across in my life.

First of all let me start with the person that I came across the first in my life- my mother.
1) Lessons from mother: perseverance and sense control: 
        It was in class 4 when I had given up on a section to be prepared for the Hindi exam in the school. It was elaborate details about the festivals celebrated in South-India. By sheer chance I told this to my mother. I expected her to console me and put me to sleep convincing me that I had done my best. Her mood, however, was contrary to my expectation. She sat with me, asked which was the part I was facing problem. She first read it herself and then divided the long paragraphs into small pieces. Then she made me swallow the pieces one by one. Then we repeated the whole thing in a flow, and then I had to repeat it without seeing. It was quite an exhaustive exercise. The next day the question appeared in the exam and I could answer it. The lesson: don't give up on things. Try hard with the right technique and you will make it through.
     The second lesson is on sense control. Mom used to give great logic so that I keep my focus on important things in life. The first one was on movies. She used to tell that the actors sing and dance and enjoy themselves and take all the money and you simply loose your time you could have used productively. The second was on staying away from girls. Well it was simple: their hairs have lots of mites and they will get transferred to you if you stay near them!

2) Lessons from father: taking care of things: He stands out in this quality. He takes meticulous care of clothes, car, computer and every asset. Hope I will able to implement this in my life.

3) Lessons from bother: taking care of people: Giving importance to people is something I learn from him. The loads of care and encouragement he gave to his little brother is phenomenal. Also he extends himself to serve all the family members in their difficulty. Sure he stands out in his style and humor

4) Lessons from my teachers: success without pride: I had the opportunity to learn under some great teachers, not just in the class but also outside the class. This piece of lesson comes from Sister Dorrett. It was the time when she had told me that I am selected as one of the two head-boys of the school. I was standing near her, we were discussing about management of an event in the school. One of my class-mates came in and called for me. I replied "What's the matter?", she could sense the pride in my reply and commented "from now only". Meaning that I have not yet taken the post and I am so proud. I was struck and realized that with success comes responsibility of using it without becoming proud.

5)  Lessons from IIT-JEE: dream and intensity: It was result of strong dream, intensity of hard work and total conviction about getting success and discipline and balance.

6) Lessons from devotees: share without selfishness: I remember still in the first year we were attending the Software training workshop and students from across India were present. I had the Herbert Schildt book of Java and a student from VIT wanted it too. I was quite particular about having my books with myself because I don't know when I would need it. The student asked it from me and I was reluctant. A senior Mukesh came and told me quiet simply that you should share what you have, it may cause some inconvenience but the act of sharing will enliven you. My protective shell of selfishness was broken at that time, and I realized that sharing indeed causes no harm and is good.

Saturday 6 September 2014

Muscle controlled prosthetic device that identifies your intention

Around two thousand people in India lose their hands or a part of it every month. Many of them loose their means of livelihood with their hands. Efforts are going on across the world to give these hand amputees a normal life and if possible a livelihood. Brain controlled prosthetic devices reported by researchers are not only costly but also require invasive operation. A simplified design of the prosthesis could be one which operates by processing the EMG(Electro-myogram) signals. It should also have sensors that track the state of the hand and the actions that the user wants to perform. The software in the prosthetic hand can learn from these sample actions and can make those actions more intuitive. The nerves around the residual muscles of an amputee are still active and can be used to tap the signals being relayed from the brain. However, these signals can only be used for reach operations. Object grasping and manipulation are activities that require exact signals for maneuvering the fingers. Obtaining such signals is impossible in most amputees. Methods like synergical grasping have to be applied for obtaining robust grasp with limited signals. Intention detection can also be implemented by tracking and learning from the movement of the other working hand for executing everyday activities. Technologies like 3-D printing can custom produce such prosthetic for each amputee. India has requirements of such prosthetic at low cost. The imported prosthetic are costly, thus we should design and produce them in India.

Friday 5 September 2014

Books I have Read

1. Bhagavad Gita- Ved Vyas
2. Bhagawat Purana- Ved Vyas
3. Searching for Vedic India- Devamrita Swami
4. The Hidden GLory of India- Steve Rosen
5. Black Lotus- Biography of an Urban Mystic- Steven Rosen
6. Miracle at 2nd Avenue- Michael Grant
7. The Success Principles- Jack Canfield
8. Talent Code- Daniel Coyle
9. The little book of talent- Daniel Coyle
10. Surrender Unto Me- Bhurijana Das
11. Alchemist- Paulo COelho
12. Wings of fire- Abdul Kalam
13. Easy Journey to Other Planets- Bhakti Vedanta Swami
14. A Second Chance- Bhakti Vedanta Swami
15. The Journey Home- Autobiography of an American Swami- Radhanatha Swami
16. Diary of the Travelling Monk- Indradyumna Swami
17. Five Point Someone- Chetan Bhagat
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Monday 12 May 2014

3 Characteristics of God's Love


Recently while speaking to my eight-year-old cousin, I asked her what prayers they recite in their morning assembly. She sang many prayers, one of which was a Christian nursery rhyme that I found interesting. It said:

God’s Love is so wonderful,
So high you can’t get over it,
So deep you can’t get under it,
So wide you can’t get around it,
Oh! Wonderful love!

This song mentions three characteristics of God’s love. Let us discuss each of them separately.

“So high you can’t get over it”: Our existence is a mystery that philosophers and scientists have been trying to resolve for centuries. The more we have delved into this subject the more the true understanding has receded from us. Our physical reality with its complex components like the brain, our psychological reality and our metaphysical reality have all intrigued us. How did we fit and exist in a universe? So many parameters have to synchronize for life to be possible. Amazingly they are all synchronized. It is certainly the merciful hand of God that has expertly designed our habitat.
                Çréla Prabhupäda writes in the Kåñëa book (chapter 87): “The cosmic manifestation has been made possible by the entrance of the Supreme Personality of Godhead as Mahä-Viñëu within the material world. The total material energy is agitated by the glance of Mahä-Viñëu, and only then does the interaction of three material qualities begin. Therefore it should be concluded that whatever material facilities that we are trying to enjoy are available only due to the mercy of the Supreme Personality of Godhead.” The Vaiñëava philosophy, however, reveals a sobering realization that although we rebelled against God, He did not thrash our plans for independent enjoyment by depriving us of our independence. Rather, He gave us the chance to try our whims in the material world. We may tend to believe that we have trampled upon the love of God to find something higher, but the reality is that since Lord loves us we are able to exercise our search for the so-called higher independent enjoyment. Thus, love of God is so high we can’t get over it.

“So deep you can’t get under it”: Lord Kåñëa is known as bhakta-vatsala, or the lover of His devotees. He takes pleasure in being chastised, rebuked, defeated, and ordered by devotees and in serving His devotees. The Lord chooses to forget His own supremacy to deeply relish such exchanges. His accepting the position of a charioteer of Arjuna, His pastime of dämodara-lélä, His dealings with Sudämä brähmaëa, and several others show that Kåñëa is conquered by the love of His devotees.

So wide you can’t get around it: This means that God’s love is disseminated in so many forms that we can’t help but encounter it. And once we receive it, we may not understand the depth and the value of this great treasure. Krsna’s love and His concern that we should go back to Him for exchanging loving pastimes is unfathomable. For this purpose He expands himself as the Supersoul in the heart of every living entity, eagerly waiting for the living entities to take steps towards Him. He manifests himself in multifarious and easily accessible forms: the Deities, His confidential devotees, scriptures like Çrémad-Bhägavatam, and the holy name, the most potent form of incarnation in this Age of Kali. The material nature is so designed that our experience in the material world goads us to take shelter of the Lord.
Why the Lord deals with a devotee in a certain way may be incomprehensible for anyone without devotion. Whereas the usual description of love of God is given in terms of how He provides for our immediate material well being or how His apparently unfavorable act lay the seeds for long run material well being, Vaiñëava philosophy describes that Lord orchestrates the life of the devotee in a way that helps him extricate himself from the material world and go back to Godhead. The devotee on His own cannot understand the plan of the Lord. Sometimes the Lord gives him the intelligence to deduce the plan and sometimes the Lord Himself dictates the plan to His sincere devotee. All we need to do is keep faith that whatever happens, happens for the best.


    God’s love is thus high because he does not fail to love us even if we do not reciprocate. It is deep because it goes beyond awe and reverence to intimate exchanges wherein the devotees forget the supremacy of the Lord. It is wide because it is manifest in multifarious forms. It is indeed futile to search for happiness in the love of things and people of this world which distracts us from the wonderful love of God available for us through the simple process of bhakti-yoga.

Thursday 20 February 2014

From Confusion to Clarity: Gita's coherent world view

Most people would agree that our lives are a constant struggle to dispel confusion and to propel ourselves to clarity. This is effected by way of education, social interactions, media, parentage and many other agents. Although the perpetual struggle to dispel the dark cloud of confusion, it persists or returns back, thicker.

In the beginning of Bhagavad Gita we witness Arjuna also faced with a paralyzing puzzle- to fight or not to fight. The outrageous scene of his teachers, like Dronacarya, elders like Bhisma and the Kaurava brothers assembled in all preparation to be killed and to kill, drives him in to a frenzy of discordant thoughts. The trauma he underwent was so severe that the famed Gandiva slipped from his hand; the Gandiva, which he had vowed that if anyone would ask him to put down, he would kill him. Arjuna rushes into the decision that he shall not fight. Krishna- knowing that Arjuna had made this decision under an illusory concept of the self, explains to him the reality of self and urges him to fight on the basis of this reality. In principle Krishna educates Arjuna on the following major topics.

This body is not all in all beyond the body there is the soul: Just as we once had a child's body but rejected that body and acquired a young man's body; we will give up the young man's body and acquire a old man's body, we will give up the old man's body and acquire a new body by entering into the womb of another mother. Therefore it did not behoove a man in knowledge to lament about the destruction of the body because the soul beyond the body is everlasting. Arjuna therefore would not kill his relatives in this fratricidal battle, they would continue to live. By killing them Arjuna would save the masses from the rule of irreligious kings who would distract the masses from the path of self realization to serve their vested interests.

This life is not all in all after this life there is another life: Krishna encourages Arjuna by saying that if he wins the war he would enjoy the kingdom on earth and if he looses and is killed in the battle he would enjoy in the heavens. Thus there is no loss in the discharge of orders of God. Beyond this life there is another life and we are accountable for the activities we perform in this life in our future lives. Therefore we should live our life in such a way that we achieve a higher destination in our next life. Just as we study now to enjoy a successful career later.

This world is not all in all there is another transcendental world: The primary function of human life to extricate oneself from the encagement in the body. The mundane goal of sustenance is accomplished even by the animals. Krishna describes that beyond this manifested and un-manifested world there is an eternal world of unlimited happiness. Seers from across the traditions have accepted the kingdom of God as our original position and going there as the goal of our lives.

We are not all in all there is God who is the Supreme controller:  Further there is a supreme controller who has dominion over everyone. But his dominion is like a concerned king who wants all his citizens to abide by the laws and live happy lives. Therefore God has put adequate mechanisms to make us think about our predicament in the material world. He has also given us holy scriptures and saintly people who can catapult us from our illusions. They can introduce us to powerful forms of Krishna's mercy that it would really be easy to realize all the above mentioned teachings of Gita.

When Arjuna has fully heard and understood the Gita he is clear that the purpose of his life is to execute Krishna's order- that is the purpose of life, that is the way to happiness for one and all.

Tuesday 21 January 2014

The Bard of Puri-- Srila Jaydeva Goswami

The poems of Jayadeva so wonderfully describe Lord Krishna’s pastimes that Krishna Himself—as Lord Chaitanya—would swoon on hearing them.
Srila Vyasadeva compiled the Vedic literature some five thousand years ago, and since then many great devotees have created literary works following the conclusions of Vyasadeva’s writings and drawing on their own realizations. One such pure devotee was Jayadeva Goswami, who, in the twelfth century A.D., composed Gita-govinda, one of the greatest Vaishnava classics of all time.
Jayadeva was born in the village of Kenduli, West Bengal. His father’s name was Bhajadeva, and his mother’s Rama. Little is known about his early life, but it is said that he was a Sanskrit scholar at an early age and was inclined toward spiritual life. Some of his contemporaries have described him as “the incarnation of melody.”
As a young man, Jayadeva went to Jagannatha Puri after visiting many holy places. There he married a girl named Padmavati, who was devoted to the Deity of Lord Jagannatha (Krishna, “the Lord of the universe”). Jayadeva also developed deep love for the Lord. Inspired by the beauty of Puri and Lord Jagannatha, he composed Gita-govinda, and it quickly became the joy of the Vaishnava community.
At the time Gajapati Purushottamadev was the provincial king. He was openly envious of Jayadeva and soon posed an ill- fated challenge. The king considered himself a master poet, on a par with Jayadeva, and composed a work entitled Abhinava Gita-govinda. One day, he summoned his advisors and asked them to widely circulate his work, in an attempt to make it more popular than Jayadeva’s. The king’s own men, however, ridiculed his attempt, saying that it is impossible to compare a lamp to the sun.
Still, the king was relentless. A controversy soon arose, and the brahmanas (the king’s priests) decided that the matter would be settled by placing both manuscripts before the Deity of Lord Jagannatha for the night. By morning, they said, the Lord Himself would decide.
When the devotees went to greet the Deity the next day, they found Jayadeva’s Gita-govinda clasped against the Deity’s chest, and the king’s manuscript scattered about the floor. The decision was clear.
Jayadeva’s fame spread across India, his work being recited or sung in every major temple and royal court. So popular was his work that beginning in the fifteenth century, various schools of classical Indian art began to render it more than any other religious text. Gita-govinda was illustrated in Gujarat, Uttar Pradesh, Rajasthan, and the Punjab hills. Gujarat produced the earliest illustrated manuscript in 1450. The next significant Gita-govinda series was painted in 1590, and it is now on display in Bombay’s Prince of Wales Museum.
The great Mogul emperor Akbar was an admirer of Gita- govinda and commissioned a special illustrated manuscript, one of the most important renditions ever produced. His manuscript was done in Mogul style and showed a fascinating merger of religious and cultural milieus. Radharani, for instance, Lord Krishna’s eternal consort, was depicted in typical Mogul dress.
Later in life, Jayadeva became the court poet of King Lakshmanasena, the king of Bengal for the latter half of the twelfth century. The king’s patronage of Jayadeva added insult to injury for Gajapati Purushottamadev, who soon resigned from his post in Puri.
Jayadeva’s work became more famous as the years passed, and after he left this world, the words of his immortal Gita-govinda were inscribed on the Jaya- Vijaya doorway of the Jagannatha temple in Puri.
The most significant testament to the value of Jayadeva’s work is that it was fully appreciated by Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, who used to have it read to Him nightly. Lord Chaitanya is Krishna Himself in the role of a perfect devotee. Since God Himself is pleased with Jayadeva’s work, it must be considered consummate.
Consequently, Srila Prabhupada states that Jayadeva should be counted among the mahajanas. the great souls who come to this world on behalf of the Lord to show the proper methods of devotional service. This puts Jayadeva in the company of such exalted personalities as Brahma, Narada, and Prahlada. Jayadeva’s distinct position is revealed in the depth of his work. Gita-govinda deals with the intimate pastimes of Radha and Krishna, the ultimate in spiritual truth. Skillfully weaving pastoral drama with scriptural fact through the medium of Sanskrit melody, Jayadeva brings to life every nuance of spiritual love, in union and in separation.
Still, as the perfect teacher, Jayadeva is careful, for he does not want his readers to mistake the loving pastimes of Radha and Krishna for lusty exchanges. The interaction of Radha and Krishna is the most wholesome spiritual relationship, of which material relationships are but a perverted counterpart.
To prevent misconceptions, great Vaishnava teachers throughout history have recommended the reading of basic spiritual texts, such as the Bhagavad-gita, before one approaches the esoteric pastimes of Radha and Krishna. And even then, one requires the direction of a bonafide spiritual master coming in disciplic succession. Otherwise, one is sure to misinterpret the teachings. Srila Prabhupada, in fact, has written that the esoteric works of Jayadeva and others like him should be read only by liberated souls.
Jayadeva begins his Gita-govinda with a beautiful prayer, entitled Dashavatara Stotra: “The Prayer to the Ten Incarnations.” In this prayer, he reminds his readers of Lord Krishna’s divinity, hoping to allay their possible misinterpretation of the pastimes of the Lord recounted in the book. In the last verse of Dasavatara Stotra, Jayadeva summarizes the activities of ten incarnations of Lord Krishna:
O Lord Krishna, I offer my obeisances unto You, the Supreme Lord. You appear in the form of the following ten incarnations. In the form of Matsya, You rescue the Vedas, and as Kurma, You bear the Mandara Mountain on Your back. As Varaha, You lift the earth with Your tusk, and in the form of Nrsimha, You tear open the chest of the demon Hiranyakashipu. In the form of Vamana, You trick Bali by asking him for only three steps of land, and then You take away the whole universe by expanding Your steps. As Parasurama, You slay all the wicked kings, and as Ramacandra, You conquer the evil king Ravana. In the form of Balarama, You carry a plow, with which You subdue the wicked and draw toward You the river Yamuna. As Lord Buddha, You show compassion to all living beings, and at the end of the present age, Kali- yuga, You appear as Kalki to destroy the lowest among men.

Monday 6 January 2014

Pre-requisite for self realization

Krsna in the 6th chapter ( entitled Dhyana Yoga) second verse of Bhagavad Gita emphatically clarifies that there is no question of one becoming a yogi unless one gives up the desires for sense gratification. Although much in the name of yoga that goes on today is simply to augment the physical capacity for sensual exploits. This unfortunately eclipses the very first step in the yoga ladder. The process of yoga prescribed by the legendary teacher Patanjali delineates Yama: abstention from sensual activities, as the first step of yoga.

All genuine seekers of spirituality should test the path they are experimenting with as to how effectively it can effect the detachment from sensual activities and offer inner satisfaction by engagement in the activities of the soul. One should not be deluded by show of material powers that the teacher may show but test ow detached he is from engagement in materialistic activities. This is the criteria laid down by Supreme Personality of Godhead Krsna in his most munificent instructions in Gita.  

Wednesday 1 January 2014

When love begins to sicken and decay

When love begins to sicken and decay, it uses an enforced ceremony: William Shakespeare

It is no wonder as modern India relegates religious rites to background or cover up activities and plunges head on into a hedonistic western way of life. Propelled by the media boom and westernized education, religious and humane values see unprecedented decline. The reason? Because people have stopped factually loving God. Therefore they see religious rites as social norms or ancestral enforcement, and not as a method connecting to the Supreme.

That love for the Supreme is nourished by a holistic process of bhakti-yoga centered around hearing and chanting of Lord's glories. When this love is developed then the there would be no enforced ceremonies for official, superficial expression of love, but, the ecstasies of love for God would manifest in varied festive ceremonies.